WARNING! WARNING!
A complete rant is coming up, skip if you wish not to read x.x

We today starting of peachy until I realised I LEFT MY PURSE ON THE EFFING BUS...

Yeah, fun isnt it?

Well because of this I had to call in work and tell them I cant get in. They are so under staffed today that they might have to close up shop because I'M not there. So as you can imagine they are pretty pissed with me. Which I understand. I've only worked there about 4 weeks and already having to take time off!!! GARHHAHDGKJSLFDKG why am I so useless?

So I had a little sob in my room under my covers. Michael kept bothering me T__T which just made me more mad because well I wanted to be ALONE while sobbing! Otherwise I would of done it in the living room with him watching me T___T Anyway because I lost my purse that also means i've lost my bank card, my NI card, my library card.......EVERYTHING.

Most distressed about loosing my black cat pin that was stuck on the inside of it for good luck i've had that for YEARS.

Anyway because I lost all this stuff I have to cancel my card so it doesnt get used if someone finds it. So I call up dear old barclays and guess what they ask me? ' whats your card number'....Um...i just told you I DONT HAVE MY CARD SOHOWCANITELLYOUUUAGHHHHH!!!

;A; and because of all this I might not be able to work tomorrow either. Why? Because the last of my money went into buying my Ten-Tripper for the bus. Would anyone like to guess WHERE my fucking Ten-Tripper is????????!!!

YEP! IM MY PURSE!...

and I cant ask anyone for spare money because my brother just borrowed some from my dad and my mum...pfft she wouldnt give me money if her life depended on it. T___T And plus how the hell will they get it to me? They cant put it into my bank! They cant come over either because dad is working and mum lives in Luton!

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Okay rant is over.

and so is the journal enrty....

going to try and contact the bus company and try and find if anyone handed in my purse...T__T